Idolatry by Julian Hawthorne


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Page 79

"Let me tell thee why I rejoice, that thy sympathy may increase my
joy!

"A beautiful woman, young, a fountain of fresh life, an ivory vase
filled with earthly flowers. The eye that gazes on her form is taken
captive; yea, her face intoxicates the senses. But she is poisonous, a
queen of death, and her feet walk towards destruction!

"Supple and strong is she as the serpent, quick and graceful as the
panther. Food has she for nourishment, for the warming of the blood;
exercises for the body, to keep her healthful and fair. Her triumph is
in the flesh,--she finds it perfect. The flesh she deems divine,--the
earth, a heaven!

"Books, the world of men,--she knows not: sees in herself Creation's
cause and centre; in God, but the myriad reflex of her beauty. Self is
her God, whom she worships in thunder and lightning, in sun and stars,
in fire and water. Dreaming and waking are alike real to her: she
knows not to divide truth from falsehood.

"Whom should she thank for health, for life and birth? She is born of
the fire that burns in her own bosom. To her is nothing lawful nor
unlawful. No tie binds her soul to salvation. A fair ship is she, but
rudderless, and the wind blows on the rocks. Let God save her if He
will--and can!"

The inspiration of the Arab improvisatore would have seemed tame
beside Manetho's nervous exaltation. Save for the tingling satire of
the violin-strings, his rhapsody might easily have lapsed to madness.
From this point, however, his rapture somewhat abated, and he began to
descend towards prose, his music clothing him downwards.

"As for me, I have bowed down before her, pampering her insolent
majesty, preserving her poison to rancor first in her father's heart.
Of him, death robbed me; but the son,--the brother is left. Even death
spared brother and sister to each other!

"A handsome man! worthy to stand by her. Never fairer couple sprang
from one stem. They love each other,--and shall love!--more than ever
brother and sister loved before. But they shall be bound by a tie so
close that the mere tie of blood hangs loose beside it! Then shall
night come down on them,--a night no rising sun shall ever chase away.
In that; darkness will I speak--"

This devilish monologue ended abruptly here. The faithful instrument,
whose responsive sympathy had failed him, jarringly snapped a string!
A sting of anguish pricked through Manetho's every nerve. His
fictitious buoyancy evaporated like steam,--he barely made shift to
totter to a chair. Laying the violin with tremling hands on the table,
his head dropped on his arms beside it; and there was a long, feverish
silence.

At length he raised his haggard face, and, supporting it upon his
hands, he gazed at the figure in the chimney-corner; and began, in a
tone sullen and devoid of animation as November rain,--

"Why did you force yourself upon me?--not for Gnulemah's sake, I
think. Not for money,--you had none. Not for love of me either, I
fancy,--grisly harpy!

"Once I suspected you of being a spy. You walked among pitfalls then!
But what spy would sit for eighteen years without speech or movement?
You have been useful too. No one could have filled your place,--with
your one eye and dumb mouth!

"Did you hate Thor? were you my secret ally against him? But how could
you fathom my purposes enough even to help me? And what wrong has he
done you terrible enough for such revenge as mine? What human being,
except Manetho, could hold an unwavering purpose so many years? Have
you never pitied or relented? Sometimes I have almost wavered myself!

"What name and history have you buried, and never shown me? Why have
you spent your dumb life in this seclusion? You are a mystery,--yet a
mystery of my own making! I might as wisely dissect my violin to find
where lurks the music. A mass of wood and strings,--the music is from
me!

"Have you a thought of preventing the scheme I spoke of to-night?" The
Egyptian leaned far across the table, the better to scrutinize the
unanswering woman's face. Her eye met his with a steady intelligence
that disconcerted him.

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